grover — ha. thank you. :) yeah, that one’s a departure for me, so i’m enjoying the feedback a lot.

nice of you to say. now i’m wondering what way you mean “revealing” in.

as for publishing, thanks. really. i’m screwing up the courage as i type. i’m debating telling my boss tomorrow that i quit… and really going after it all.

it’s freaking me out. but i think it’s time.

as for anais… now that’s a compliment. i haven’t read her work in years and i don’t remember it impressing much on me, since it was too … something. i don’t know.

but i have a huge respect for her. huge.

and i dream of one day having some kind of power literary/sexual relationship like she and henry miller had. what a legendary love affair. like only writers could do it.

sigh.

(i must say, when a guy asked me what kind of writing i did earlier today, saying “erotica” sure gave him a cute little grin. i might start enjoying this gig.)

btw, you should really publish. you’re anais nin in the making.

i deleted it for that reason. now these people know. heh.

i’ll try to keep it up, but i expect my postings to slow to 2 or 3 times a week pretty quickly.

i’ve had a couple things kicking around and still do, but i don’t like having a stockpile of posts… i like the pressure to create. let’s just see if i can respond to it when it arises.

(thanks again for the comments, though. it’s nice to know it is indeed effective when you’re taking a creative departure.)

I am a big fan of Girl With One Track Mind, but hardly get my ‘rocks’ off to her posts anymore – for me it is more being witness to a woman’s mind, and one that isn’t shy about her sexuality, that keeps me coming back for more.

The Damien and J cycles in your blog do get me off when I think about them (I try not to misbehave RIGHT in front of the computer screen), but this bus one especially you have the set up and style down perfectly, more arousal to the brain than anywhere else – of course, that is meant in the best possible way…

All the best, and hope this is going three months down the track (45% of blogs aren’t, according to the statistics).

A regular commenter :)

thanks. awesome. i was wondering if i’d gotten the married male’s psyche down right. i wasn’t sure.

as much as i like to think i understand men better than a lot of women i know, i still find y’all very mysterious sometimes, particularly the married types.

this is also the line i want the blog to follow, more seductive fiction. the sex accounts (and damien’s more fiction than fact on some levels) bore me creatively.

this and kissy-kissy really, really made me pleased with the outcome. and that’s all i’m after. a little pride, a little satisfaction. this is a writing exercise, nothing but.

if you all get your rocks off in the process, then so much the better.

but for me, it’s the creativity. so, yeah, now i think i know where i want to take this, away from sex and more into seductive erotica, the human psyche, desire, unrequitted love, etc.
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toying with the coworkers — so fun, but so dangerous.

a) I have been on hot sweaty buses, with the occasional hot girl flaunting herself;

b) I completely understand the concept of forgetting about your ‘real life’ around a particularly attractive person of the opposite sex – last time that happened was just a couple of weeks ago, and boy am I in the dog box for it LOL;

c) I noticed today at work when talking to a couple of my (female) workmates, I flick my tongue across my teeth sometimes when I am smiling.

That word flaunting in (a) – reminds me of a time in an Istanbul hostel where a girl got off, under a blanket, right, in front, of me. (blush)

Oh, and if only I was six degreed from the New York Times – big grin here for ya, and surprisingly nothing sexual about one of the grins in here for once :)

Tsk.

One should never fuck impassionately.